Should I Run Away????

Basically, Im In Deep ****, Because, I Stole Stuff (Phones, Money, iPods, Ds's, Clothes) I Know :/ And I Lied All The Time, My Parents Hate Me, And I Know This Because They Have Never Said I Love You Apart From When I Was Younger Than Like 9, And Even My Brother Thinks They Love Him Better And He Is Both Their Favourites, When They Suspected I Stole SomeOnes Phone Again, (Which I Did But Said I Didnt) They Told Him To Spy On Me, And That Was Weeks Ago And He Told Me Now, They Always Hit Me, But Thats Stopped Recently, My Brother Always Hits Me And Hes Younger (Two Years) And We Were Fighting Last Night And I Hurt Him, But He Cut My Arm, Gave Me A NoseBleed And Cut My Skin. I Really Hate Living Here, They Always Threaten Me Saying Theyll Send Me To A Foreign Boarding School And I Just Say If They Touch Me Ill Call 999 And Socials Nd All That, And My Dads Always Like Are You Even My Daughter, My Dad Is So HateFul. He Is The Worst Person To Have Shout At You Because He Never Shuts Up, And Hes ForceFul. I Really Hate Him The Most. I Wouldve Ran Away Ages Ago But I Had A Phone And It Was Calm At Home Because EveryOne Was Always Busy But Me And My Brother Still Fought Which Was A Downer. Now I Lost My Phone, Which Is Actually My Cousins That I Stole :/ God, I Hate Living Here, I Want To Move To A ChildCare Home But That Means Getting Social Services Involved And The Government And The Police And I Havent Got Time For That. I Need To Go Before The 31st Of January, Which Is When My Dad Comes From A Business Trip. Im Always Crying And Moody And Sad And No It Aint Hormones Because I Wouldnt Be Like This, I Think Im Bi-Polar ??? Like I Said Im Crying, Sad, Angry, Never Sleeping, Argumentative, Always Thinking Too Much, Violent, Depressed, (Yes, I Know What That Means, Im Not Stupid, I Wont Say It For No Reason) Always Moving, I Dont Think If I Do Have It That Its That Bad. I Think.. But Should I Run Away, I Want To, I Just Need To Wait For My Oyster To Come So I Have Free Travelling, Well Free For Me, And I Would Go To A Friends House, Im Twelve, Im Going To Be Thirteen In Two Weeks. Thanks For Readingg It All, Its Alot Of Writing. xox